In reading
Margery Kempe, a 14th C mystic, I was reminded of a verse that I
have found alarming in the past. The Psalmist prays, “Contend, O LORD, with
those who contend with me; fight against those who fight against me” [Psalm
35:1]! In her prayer Margery asks the Lord not to punish those who contend with
her. Several churches ago, in another state, I was in a church that was under
severe stress, and as the parish priest I was targeted by those who needed a
target. Like Margery I prayed, “Do not contend with them on my account!”
Sometimes in our prayers we love to tell God what to do, and sometimes what not
to do. There are times that the Lord tells us to butt out and let us do what he
needs to do for sake of his Kingdom.
An
older woman in the congregation, a Margery Kempe in her own right, called on me
one day at the rectory. She was very hesitant and humble but finally told me
that the Lord had given her a word for me. Usually my response to that is, “Then
pray for me that the Lord will give it to me himself.” But her hesitancy and humility
moved me, and I told her to go ahead. She said, “The Lord will contend with
those who contend with you.” I tucked that away in the lumber room of my mind
and went about my business. A couple of weeks later I was at a Woman’s Aglow
Meeting and another pastor asked if he might pray for me. He prayed, “The Lord
will contend with those who contend with you.” Shortly thereafter the central
vocal opponent to the Kingdom had a massive heart attack and I apart from the
paramedics I was the only person present at his death. As he died I prayed the
Office for Ministration at the Time of Death for him, “Receive him into the
arms of your mercy, into the blessed rest of everlasting peace, and into the
glorious company of the saints in light” [BCP p. 465].
I
have a point in sharing this. When the Lord speaks to you, zip the lip;
sometimes it’s not about you but about the Kingdom and the salvation of others.
Pray the Palms and stop telling the Lord how to answer your prayers. The Lord
is God, you are not.